我的男朋友在新年前夜向我下跪求婚

If you thought your start to 2018 was dismal, spare a thought for this poor soul who hasn't seen her boyfriend since he got down on one knee and didn't propose on New Year's Eve.

如果你觉得18年一开始就不顺，请想想这个可怜人儿吧，自从她的男朋友在新年前夜向她单膝下跪但却没有求婚之后，她就再也没有见过他。

A Reddit user has described what is undoubtedly the worst NYE ever to have happened, sharing the moment her partner of six years bailed halfway through asking her to marry him.

Reddit的一位用户描述了迄今为止最为糟糕的新年前夜，分享了相恋6年的男朋友在求婚时半路逃跑的故事。

"We had talked about getting married, and I always said I wanted a proposal in front of a few close friends/family members. He agreed, and thought the sentiment was nice," story began.

"我们之前也谈过结婚事宜，我也告诉过他我希望求婚的时候闺蜜和家人都在场。他也同意了，他觉得我有这种想法是件好事，"故事开始了……

"Our anniversary is New Year's Eve and a friend was hosting a party with a handful of our other mutual friends. I kind of knew what was coming up. He was jittery and nervous, acting super awkward the whole night."

"我们的纪念日就在新年前夜，我们的一个朋友举办了一个派对，还邀请了一些我俩的共同好友。我有点猜到即将发生的事情。他有点紧张不安，整晚都很局促。"

After dropping to one knee and not popping the question, the boyfriend in question fled the scene and hasn't been heard from since.

他单膝下跪后，没有问出那个问题，之后他便逃离现场，再也没有听到他的音讯。

"Right at 11:59, he gets down on one knee, but he didn't say anything. He just stared at me, and kept opening and closing his mouth like he was trying to say something. I knew it was happening, and I was just so excited. I was crying, our friends were gasping."

"在11:59分，他单膝下跪，但什么也没说。他就在那儿盯着我，嘴巴一会儿张开一会儿闭上，好像有话要说。我知道他要向我求婚了，我超级激动。我哭了、我的朋友们也都屏着呼吸。"

At midnight, the bell dropped on the TV, and we all heard the cheering, and my boyfriend shook his head and got up, and told me, "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I just can't do this." And he left.

午夜时分，电视上钟声响起，我们都听到欢呼一片。我的男朋友抖着手站了起来，对我说，"对不起，真的很对不起，但是我做不到。"然后他就离开了。

"I've never felt more embarrassed in my life. That was supposed to be the happiest moment of our lives, shared with our friends. If he hadn't wanted to propose, I wouldn't care. I wouldn't care if he told me. I wouldn't care. I want to spend my life with him, and if that meant not getting engaged and married, I wouldn't care," she continued.

"这是我一生中最尴尬的时刻。而原本这应该是我们生活中最欢乐的时光，一起与朋友分享。如果他没有想过求婚，那我根本不会在乎。我不会在乎他是否告诉过我。我真的不在乎。我想和他共度余生，如果这意味着不订婚、不结婚，我也不在乎，"她继续道。

What I care about is him getting on one knee, watching me cry and look so excited, then tell me he "can't do this." I feel like it's almost my fault. I mean, did I ask for too much?

我在乎的是，他单膝下跪、看着我哭、看着我如此兴奋，之后却告诉我他'做不到'。感觉好像这都是我的错，我是不是要求太多了？