【纸牌屋】S01E07(03)恐惧是弱点
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One of the things I do for a living is count. I count , nays, neutrals, abstaining. And I'm good at it. But the Most important count I do has nothing to do with work. It's the number of days since April 4, 1999. As of this morning, that's 5,185. The bigger that number gets,the more it frightens me, because I know all it takes is one drink to go back to zero. Most people see fear as a weakness. It can be. 398--Sometimes for my job, I have to put fear in other people. I know that's not right. But if I'm honest, like the fourth step asks us to be, I have to be ruthless, because failure is not an option. The same goes for my sobriety. I have to be ruthless with myself. I have to use my...
我工作的一部分就是数数，我数选票，同意票、反对票、中立票、弃权票，而且我很熟练。
不过对我最重要的数字跟工作无关，而是从1999年4月4日至今的天数。截止今早，一共有5185天。数字越大，我越感到害怕。因为我知道一杯酒就能让数字清零。很多人认为恐惧是弱点，有时是的，有时由于工作的关系，我要让他人生惧。
我知道那样不对，但如果按第四步说的那样，实话实说。我必须残忍，因为我不能失败。戒酒也是如此，我要对自己残忍，我得利用恐惧。我必须利用…
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