一位恋童癖受害者的自述
My statement concerning my 13 ‘Hang on for the Ride’ posts:
My reasons for posting this information is as follows:
为什么我要把这些信息贴出来1. With the exception of the 2 detectives who took my statements in Sydney on 2-3 November 2015 – the NSW Police force have refused to protect me from my neighbour who moved next door form Wollongong 10 years ago. Ever since then, he has assaulted my family, poisoned my dog, constantly harassed and intimidated and threatened my family including 2 children. Further, police have targeted me for harassment during the past 10 years since I advocated for the many children abused by the Tweed Shire pedo ring.
1、自从我的邻居10年前从伍伦贡搬来，一直以来，南威尔士警方拒绝为我提供保护，只在2015年11月2日到3日有两名探员拿走了我的陈述。自他搬来后，他袭击我的家人，毒死了我的狗，反复骚扰、威胁和恐吓我的家人连同我两个孩子。由于我为那些受到侵害的孩子说话，警方已经开始以骚扰为名针对我了。
2. I know from past experience that the 2 good officers who took my statements will be prevented from doing their job and investigating my claims. Dr Reina Michaelson attests that she witnessed a good female officer’s career destroyed by her command, because she pursued claims of ritual abuse and VIP pedo network in Victoria involving politicians, police, Channel 10 making kiddie porn, etc. I do not want these good officers attacked form within like Peter Fox was. Peter Fox’s police command rang his private doctor and insisted she declare Peter Fox medically insane.
2、从过去的经验中我已经知道，那两位善良的警察就算拿走了我的陈述，也没法好好的进行调查。蕾娜·迈科尔森博士就证明了这一点：她曾追踪权贵恋童和献祭式性侵案件，一路查到了政客们和警方的头上，还有10频道制作儿童色情等等的事情。我不想让那两位警察像彼得·福克斯一样遭到内部人员的攻击----他的警长给他的私人医生打了电话，然后就坚称医生已经诊断他患上了精神错乱。3. Many victims of the same VIP pedophile network that I described to police have contacted me in the past month. Not one of the stronger capable group of these people have publicly supported me by joining me and speaking out. Consequently, the pedophile network have severely targeted me. I believe my life is at risk because the police and Royal Commission have failed to support me with witness protection.
3、过去的一个月来，许多权贵恋童网络下的受害者联系了我。这些人的组织中，并没有哪个比较有力量的能公开支持我，声援我。所以现在我就成了这个恋童网络的目标，再加上警方和皇家调查委员会并没有出于“证人保护制度”对我进行保护，我的境况岌岌可危，恐怕生命也会有危险。4. I am exhausted. I have no other means of protecting my family other than sharing the information that places my family at risk as long as it remains a secret. It is out now – perhaps now my husband and children are safe.
4、我累了。除了将那些令我的家人面临危险的信息公之于众，我没有别的方法可以保护他们了。现在我把这些发出来，或许我的丈夫和孩子就安全了。5. I share this information so that other victims may recognise their own abuse experiences and know that they are not crazy, not alone – that YES this did happen to them.
5、我将这个信息发出来，其他受害者如果也认出了相同的经历，他们就会知道自己并没有发疯，也并不孤独——是的，这件事发生在许多人身上。6. Most importantly – I speak out to give a voice to the 100+ children I witnessed raped, tortured and murdered throughout my nightmare childhood. I saw children bred in captivity beneath Holsworthy to be used as human guinea pigs in horrendous unethical medical experiments – all in the name of national security. THESE CHILDREN DID INDEED EXIST!!
6、最重要的还是——我一定要为自己在噩梦般的童年时期所见到过的，被强奸、被虐待、被杀害的一百多个孩子而发声。我见过那些在霍尔斯沃西的囚室里被生养下来，如同豚鼠一样用于药物实验的孩子——而这一切全部以国家安全的名义进行。这些都是真的！7. I would like to thank my supporters, including SNAP and others – they know who they are.
7、我也要感谢支持我的人，比如SNAP还有……我就不点名了，反正说到的人自己也都懂我。8. And now, on a deeply personal note – I acknowledge that many victims have been abused in the name of religion. God is not reflected in churchianity, Hillsong, the Roman Catholic Church, or any of the other infiltrated organisation. I know that many victims reel when I mention God, which is why I have avoided it. But many people ask me, what is the source of my strength and hope. My strength, perseverance and survival are a testimony to the existence and authority of God and His only Son Jesus Christ. That is what I believe. That is all I have to offer besides my witness testimony. That is all I had to comfort me throughout my abuse.
8、个人观点，许多人所遭受的虐待都是在宗教的名义下进行的。上帝并不体现在教派派性中，不管那是希尔颂、罗马天主教会还是其他什么堕落的组织。许多受害者在我提到上帝时都会畏缩，这也就是为什么我避免说到这个词。但是也有许多人会问我，你力量和希望的源泉是什么。我想说的是，我能靠自己的力量，不屈不挠的活到现在，这就是上帝和他唯一的儿子耶稣基督的证明。这就是我所相信的。这也就是除了这些目击者证词之外我所能带给大家的，也是在身受折磨之时，我用来抚慰自己的东西。
